My practice this morning is the PERFECT illusion of why we need to practice every day, or as close as possible to that.
I was unfocused, disheveled, kind of cranky and feeling lazy like “Why bother doing anything?”
A part of me tried to take charge and remind the rest of me that this is not how I wanted to start my day! I reminded myself of how amazing it felt to do the miracle meditation yesterday. I got myself to my comfy chair with my laptop, headphones and journal but when I went to the next lesson in Project Miracle I just couldn’t.
My miracle feels heavy, not heavy in a bad way but WEIGHTY I guess. Intense. Solid. Real. INTENSE.
I didn’t feel up to holding it today. Which is ok!
So I did the Hello Day meditation instead.
Which was… whoa.
I saw all of this heaviness and resistance that’s been on me, like honey. Thick, sticky… but slowly dripping off of me. I saw how this resistance is actually fading away.
I saw this PRESSURE like a bunch of sharp shapes spinning around me. Hard work and over work and striving and following all of these ever-changing rules to keep up.
And I saw how these sharp shapes were pulling back, moving away from me.
I saw how the resistance was a response to all of that pressure.
I saw how, as they both retreated, a flame started to burn in the space between them.
The fire of inspiration. The BURNING desire to create and share on my own terms.
Whew.
My energy totally shifted.
I got 3 amazing new ideas for projects for the Creative Dream Incubator membership.
Then I got to the part in the meditation where I invited the soul of my dream in.
It showed up like a little being, floating right near my heart, reaching out to my heart, and the message was:
I AM WITHIN REACH.
Which landed somewhere deep in my heart and felt completely true.
And I thought back to how disheveled and full of resistance I was when I sat down to do this. And how everything felt too hard today. And how OF COURSE I’d rather just stay in bed than try to wade through all of that energy to try to get to a place where I could find my creative flow.
This is why I practice.
I practice putting myself into an inner state where ALL OF MY DREAMS ARE POSSIBLE so that I have the capacity, courage and trust to take my next steps, again and again and again.
No one just wakes up feeling inspired and brave every day. But anyone can get there with practice.
Membership members: please remember, any time what you had planned/wanted to do feels too hard… do the Hello Day meditation instead. OR if things are REALLY hard, use the For When You’re Too Upset To Do This meditation.
Let’s keep practicing meeting ourselves where we are, so that we can move towards where we want to be.
Join me for: SPRING CLEAN your CREATIVE DREAMS: May 27 on Zoom! Replay provided.
Where do you want to be at the end of 2026? Let's make a plan that gets you there - WITHOUT overwhelm or over-working.
Spring Cleaning For Your DREAMS
Live on Zoom. May 27. 1:00 pm Central - replay provided.
- Check in with your dreams/goals/intentions/plans for 2026 (Or come up with some now!)
- Celebrate what you’re doing well! Let go of what’s ready to go. Grieve what needs to be grieved. Process it all and clear space for CREATING what's next.
- Notice what needs more attention.
- Notice where you need more support.
- Make an ACCESSIBLE plan WITH SUPPORTS to help make it easier to keep things on track
Members can get the call details here.
AND! There's an option to do this WITHOUT signing up for the membership subscription!
If you're NOT a member: Get the details + sign up for Spring Cleaning for your Creative Dreams here.
Creative Dream Incubator Coaching Membership members:
Come to the forum to share your thoughts or start a conversation about whatever you're working with.
Do the Hello Day Energy Clearing + Intention Setting Practice (from Dream Book 2026)
Get your next Dream Book lesson or get a weekly journaling + alchemy kit.
Go the Library of Creative Dream Alchemy to find a practice that fits for where you are or use the Dream Lab if you're not sure where to start.
Check out the calendar of upcoming calls. Make a plan to join us live or catch a replay.
If you're not a member - find out more + join us here!
