Of course I went in to the Make More Space For Your Dream In Your Life call meaning to hold space for YOU to make more space in your life for your dream, but the shifts that happened in ME were really unreal.
I still feel the shifts unfurling inside me, shifting my perspective on how I do everything and seeing new options for how I COULD do everything.
Like, the visceral experience of shifting perspectives was really intense to the point of being uncomfortable.
This is a transformative experience.
AND
A transformative experience is like a river flooding, only as a positive instead of a negative. Just like water floods the banks of the river and gets everywhere… energy and ideas explode out everywhere in your life, into places where they don’t usually go. The whole terrain of your life becomes flooded with new possibilities.
This is what happens in any kind of transformative work. This is predictable. If you show up for it, the magic if there.
What’s not as predictable is: What are YOU going to DO with it?
You can revel in the magic and feel healed.. but if you go back to your “usual” way of doing your life, your usual hobbies and habits, then you just… shift back to where you were. You bring a bit of that expansion back with you into your usual life, but most of it is gone.
The flood recedes. The river goes back to where it was.
If you want to stay flooded with possibility and self belief and dream belief and LIVE in this place of expansion: This is where the real work begins.
The real work wasn’t the initial healing/transformation. That’s just the doorway.
So that’s where I am now.
And you know what I want to do here?
SCROLL!!!!
I keep picking up my phone.
I just want to distract myself.
Because the work of shoring up entirely new boundaries, creating a whole new riverbed for the energy to flow through so it doesn’t recede back to where it was… it feels like too much for some parts of me.
I’m grateful that the parts of me who BELIEVE IN DREAMS are taking the driver’s wheel, turning on soothing music in my headphones and then putting my phone out of reach, and pushing my journal stack and zipper pouch full of markers towards me.
I am bringing the things I learned into the call into my ongoing work with my dreams by:
Re-reading my notes from our call.
Sitting with the thoughts and feelings that come up.
Listening to myself about how to navigate it all....
And actually a new plan is starting to form. I'd been working on plans from the Spring Clean Your Creative Dreams call, and things brought me a new layer of good information for how to approach HAVING MORE OF WHAT I WANT IN MY LIFE.
I encourage you to do the same!!
Keep sitting with whatever came up for you, share in the forum if you like, and make a plan to attend (live or on replay) the New Moon Intention Setting Ritual next week.
