On our July New Moon call I had an intense experience that I shared on the call - that powerful future self that we call in in the alchemy meditation turned around, looked at me, and in her eyes, I was an octopus.
She was kind of disgusted by "all of my grabby tentacles" and wanted me to STOP GRABBING AT EVERYTHING.
And I had this sensation that I would sink so deep into my own life and my own process... if I wasn't "grabbing at everything".
And it was an intense sensation in my whole body. A call to let go of a whole bunch of things.
And I'm still sitting with it.
And feeling this call to go deeper into my own life.
And RESISTING THE CALL also.
And noticing all of the feelings that come up in this tug-of-war.
So I'm just sitting with all of it. Holding space for myself to go deeper into my life while also holding space for all of the resistance and discomfort in that.
Honestly, "grabbing at things" and focusing outside of me is just easier some days!
And with all of the hard stuff happening everywhere, it's no wonder we choose the easy path... sometimes. (While remembering that it doesn't actually lead to where we want to be)
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