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That's me - in the video editing program on my laptop which means... I finally recorded these videos!!

I wrote another post this morning and I'm so glad I didn't share it, lol.

It was about how TORN I feel and all the different directions I feel pulled in.

And about HOW FUCKING BADLY I want the thing I want and I want to HAVE IT NOW. But I can't have it now because I am "in process" with it and the process is such a mess.

I was just really IN IT.

In the end, of course, writing out all the things I felt torn, pulled and pressured about was the medicine I needed to detangle myself and my writing turned incredibly helpful...

But then I went back to try to edit the first part so it would make sense to someone who is not me... and just got caught in circles again and decided to delete the whole thing in frustration.

Yesterday we had our Marketing as a Creative + Spiritual Practice call.

(Get the replay here) We had some rich discussions about what it really means to hold onto our dreams of offering our gifts in the world as it is.

We did talk a lot about how we feel like we go in circles with this stuff, but understanding that we are moving deeper into the process. That this is really brave and nuanced work and it takes time to sort through things... AND... the landscape is always changing and we are always growing so it's just a lot.

I feel like we cast some powerful spells together in those discussions, which are still spiralling out into the world.

After writing about how torn I felt, I wrote about WHAT I DREAM OF NOW. And I wrote about how badly I want the thing I want now and how badly I want to stop being "in process" with it.

The thing I want is to be finished re-doing YOU ARE THE MAGIC (my free journal for creative dreaming) AND re-doing the class on Creative Dream Alchemy inside the membership AND setting it up to offer that intro to Creative Dream Alchemy for free too.

I WANT TO INVITE PEOPLE TO DREAM DEEPER WITH ME.

I WANT THIS SO BAD.

THIS FEELS IMPORTANT.

And the way I did the Creative Dream Alchemy course and the way I did YOU ARE THE MAGIC - those felt right when I did them but they feel WRONG in the world as it is today.

It is so awkward to have your own work out in the world feel "off" but creative work does go stale sometimes!!!

AND there are so many layers of complexity about why it felt hard to do this right now - on top of the fact that I've had bad vestibular migraines for the last 2.5 weeks and just moving really slow.

So I've been going in circles with this and getting frustrated but then...

I FUCKING DID IT THIS MORNING!!!!!!!

I recorded a new class that explains the complexity of Creative Dream Alchemy as simply as possible. And I recorded a short meditation so you can DO Creative Dream Alchemy with me to see what I am talking about.

I have a few new visuals which I developed over the last few weeks of circling that I think make this non-linear nuanced and multifaceted work easier to explain.

I have loads of journaling sheets ready to replace YOU ARE THE MAGIC, and feel ready to put that all together in the next few days while I edit the videos.

IT IS ALL COMING TOGETHER.

I am just so happy about this!

And I want to highlight that it's coming together because I let my creative process be a mess... all of the circling around of my ideas I've done in the last month has actually been so helpful.

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