I’ve been writing so much and sharing so little.

I am siting down to do my Dream Status Report for this week to check in with myself and my dreams and what I need and what my dreams need, for the coming week.

Doing this, consistently over time, IS MAGIC.... this is where your dream becomes REALITY. This is where you stop and notice: How am I showing up? Is this working for me? What else might be needed? This is where we figure things out!! There is so much we can learn by witnessing our own process.

AND... Consistency is hard for most of us these days! So - I try to do this on Sundays, and write about it, to remind you to also take a few minutes to check in with yourself and your dreams. Do this with me!!

As I reflect on this week I see... I’ve been writing so much and sharing so little.

This week was filled with breakthroughs for me… so many questions became answers, so many ideas coming together in ways that blew my mind…. it felt like a new path opened up in front of me. I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT SO MANY THINGS!!!!!

I wrote about it so many times in so many ways and none of them felt right to share.

It’s been really important to me to share my process, consistently, IN PROCESS as my response to living and working in a world where we don’t share any of the “messy middle” unless you can turn it into a marketing point… to mostly share “from the other side”, fully branded as as the powerful witch who holds the secrets and can now show you the path.

This is so antithetical to everything that I know is true about how to hold space for personal, emotional, spiritual and creative growth.

The reason why, for many years, I wrote on my blog EVERY WEEK DAY, was so that I didn’t pick and choose WHAT I share. 

This was a way to share honestly from inside the alchemy. Some days it’s inspiring. Some days it’s boring. Some days it’s a mess. I understand that this is terrible marketing but it’s powerful space-holding. 

It’s just the most honest way for me to talk about my work.

In 2026 I decided to stop posting daily, to call the posts daily-ish, to give myself some space. I still want to share my own practice as a way of sharing what it means to have a Creative Dream ALCHEMY practice that is consistent and sturdy enough that you can rely on it. 

But it felt important to stop sharing DAILY as a way to give myself space to…

To what?

I am not sure, to be honest.

With everything happening in the world I just wanted to go deeper into the question… How do I help people not let go of their dreams? 

How do I help people go deeper and deeper into their creative and spiritual callings, so that we can create a better future for everyone?

Because I still believe in us. I believe we can create a better world. I actually even believe we WILL create a better world, I just don't know how bad things will get before we get to that stage.

One of the things that troubles me right now is how the personal and spiritual growth worlds have become so… monetized. We value a teacher based on their follower count and income as though their personal ambition, and in some cases outright greed, is the mark of a true healer.

This is rooted in the meritocracy, the idea that “the cream rises to the top” which also means… everyone has what they deserve. So a rich and famous teacher must have the best teachings.

But you can’t say everyone has what they deserve without also saying that people living on the street deserve that, that people with chronic illness deserve that, that people who have experienced violence and trauma… everyone deserves what they have.

Meritocracy is a part of the patriarchy and colonial capitalism. There are so many damaging ideas in our culture.

A part of the work of artists is to hold up a mirror to culture and to create culture. To improve upon it. This is a part of how we create a better future for everyone.

I’ve always felt somewhat caught in the middle of my work as an artist and my work as a spiritual teacher. Following my creative dreams with my art led to the accreditation as a spiritual teacher and then the discovery that I’m really good at holding space for other creative people to be IN PROCESS, to go deeper into their process, to access more of their magic and power. Not to tell them to do things my way, to truly support them to trust THEIR way - which is no small task, in a world that is screaming at you to conform to it.

Now that I am coming back to my art in a new way it feels like I am also deepening into my work as a space holder.

So much is coming together for me.

But I am still so deep in process that it’s hard to write about in a way that may make sense.

And I am so deeply grateful to be doing this work. I LOVE what’s been happening on our calls lately - the new format for the Co-Dreaming has been so magical and transformative. This week’s Marketing as a Creative + Spiritual Practice felt deeply healing. I love that we are seeing more updates on the forum lately.

Please email me if you need more support for where you’re at with your dreams - let’s find some practice that will help!

 

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I’ve been writing so much and sharing so little.

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