The magic of letting yourself be in process [Dream Status Report]

I am siting down to do my Dream Status Report for this week to check in with myself and my dreams and what I need and what my dreams need, for the coming week.

Doing this, consistently over time, IS MAGIC.... this is where your dream becomes REALITY. This is where you stop and notice: How am I showing up? Is this working for me? What else might be needed? This is where we figure things out!! There is so much we can learn by witnessing our own process.

AND... Consistency is hard for most of us these days! So - I try to do this on Sundays, and write about it, to remind you to also take a few minutes to check in with yourself and your dreams. Do this with me!!

My meditation was pretty trippy and I don’t understand what was happening with the soul of my dream.

It kind of… bowed to me? It felt like reverence but then also half of it just kind of… laid down? Rest and reverence?

I am reminding myself that I don’t need to understand. Creative + Spiritual growth are not linear or logical.

Just stay in the process.

I had a REALLY hard time doing the Dream Status Report questions this week.  After sitting with this a while and doing my best with the prompts... that “half lying down, partly bowing in reverence” thing starts to make sense.

That’s the vibe!

Depleted but respecting the process.

lol!

I got such good info from the soul of my dream on our Co-Dreaming session on Friday AND the last few weeks a lot of ideas have come together for me and there is so much I want to do with all of that AND I have been acting on it.. BUT…

I am noticing how, in the past, I used to ACT FASTER in terms of the Outer Work.

These days that’s not possible. That’s partly my health problems but it’s also… I am taking more space for the mental and emotional integration.

I am ROOTING IN to creativity and soul in new ways and this isn’t work that my logical/linear mind is ever going to understand.

Which ties in to some conversations we've had on calls recently about the incredible magic of SLOWING THE FUCK DOWN (which, of course, is slower and more dramatic than just SLOWING DOWN).

How there is so much we miss when we move too fast.

And how we don't have an accurate understand of speed... of what is "too fast" and what is "too slow" because we live in a culture that is always pushing for more more more more more.

So there is so much discomfort, on so many levels, in slowing down.

And there is so much we can't see, understand or experience when we move too fast... and dominant culture tries to keep us moving too fast for our whole lives.

I feel I am becoming a more creative and magical and powerful version of myself than I have ever been and that this looks nothing like what I thought it would.

All the places where we decide what our growth “should” look like… are actually places where we limit our growth. Your possibilities are bigger than what you can see…

And that doesn’t mean MORE MORE MORE MORE in the ways that dominant culture defines “bigger”.

It means more SOUL RICHNESS and FULFILMENT.

I think am learning a new level of what it means to “trust the process” 

I am in the discomfort of NOT focusing so much on the Outer Work and giving the Dream Work and Inner Work more space. It's one thing to talk about this or understand it mentally.. it's another to experience it. And another to keep going deeper into it.

Your dreams are always calling you deeper into the process because that brings you deeper into yourself, your creativity and your soul and THAT is where you find what you need to fuel your next steps.

So... depleted but in reverence of the process. Yes that's where I am.

Where are you this week? I'd love to hear you updates in the forum.