Every Monday in 2025 there will be a new journal prompt in the Year of Hope classroom in the Creative Dream Incubator Coaching Membership.

I'd love to hear your thoughts! Leave them in the comments at the bottom of that page so we can discuss this as a group. Practicing hope in community is MAGIC.

This is from a while back. But I've felt it quite regularly this year.

I think this is an inevitable part of healing.

It doesn't necessarily always feel like "I want to go feral" - it feels like hitting a HUGE wall of resistance to the process, which we can experience in a lot of different ways.

For me, this year, the intensity of feelings is higher than it's ever been which sometimes leaves me with no clue how to sit with a feeling. At the same time, I am making more space for "sitting with my feelings" than I ever have. It's a strange dichotomy.

(Membership members: I re-did the whole Un-Sticking Station this year, with 4 new alchemy mediations to support you in this work)

And also. Our feelings are valid. Our feelings are forms of intelligence.

Dominant culture wants us cut off from our feelings, and betraying ourselves to conform to it's values and ways of being.

Our feelings, our ACTUAL feelings even when they don't make sense or are hard to deal with - bring us back to our truth.

This makes me sad. That makes me angry. This makes me nervous. These are important things to know, even though feeling your feelings is awkward AF sometimes - they help us navigate by our inner truth instead of dominant culture's values. And that is the only way we can create a better future.

It's easy to feel like you are failing when you feel this way. YOU ARE NOT FAILING.

You're being incredibly brave to be facing the hard things and coming up against your edges. You are growing.

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