This image is from the guided journal in the Dream Lab but it captures the feeling of my miracle meditation today.
Showing up consistently to practice creative dreaming is HARD sometimes.
It just is. I am feeling that this morning.
I am doing Project Miracle. I want to do all 30 days of it, no matter how many days it takes me, you know?
It took a LOT of convincing to get me to show up this morning.
I'd love to share that by the time I got into it, the meditation was great and I got a new idea for what to do next and I feel fantastic...
But the meditation was a MESS.
I couldn't get into it.
Each time I could finally BEGIN to do the thing I was supposed to do, my voice came back with the next instruction and I couldn't jump ahead. It felt so chaotic and rushed.
The same meditation that felt peaceful and encouraging last week!
The further I went in the meditation the more aggravated I became.
I was ESPECIALLY aggravated when I got to the part about not judging your process and it's ok if it doesn't feel good.
I got to the end of the meditation feeling disconnected from my miracle and annoyed with myself.
I wrote about my experience in my journal.
I wrote out all the things that annoyed me....
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Then I saw how they are connected.
I saw the message.
I saw how last week my Miracle has been saying... slow down with the Outer Work, go deeper into Dream Work. Be more deeply rooted.
I saw how... I didn't take any of that advice in the last 3 days. I was fully intending to focus on that this week, but so far I've just had a lot going on so I kept going full speed ahead.
My miracle is saying SLOW THE FUCK DOWN. Don't wait for an opportunity to slow down - DO THIS. NOW.
And then I felt so grateful for aggravating and chaotic meditation.
Because I see so clearly now where I am choosing things that move me away from what I really want.
I see how it didn't FEEL like a choice to keep moving full speed ahead... but it WAS A choice.
As chaotic as the meditation was for me this morning, it did give me enough space to see that from a different perspective. I saw all these ways I could have done my weekend differently to make more space for what I needed.
Which makes me feel hopeful about this week.
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