I put off these two things for months:
- Making my private sessions public (I had been doing private sessions all along, but had stopped offering it as a thing on my website a year and a half ago, so I was only working with people who had already been working with me before I took it off my website)
- Making guided journals and colouring books.
At first, I had all sorts of reasons why I couldn’t do either of these things right now.
Reasonable reasons.? Excuses love to dress up as reasonable reasons!
And then I noticed that these reasonable reasons were actually keeping me from doing what I want to do.
And that putting these things off didn’t actually feel good.
So I decided to do them.
I tried to take control of the situation.? I made time in my schedule to work on these things.? I moved them up the priority list.
And suddenly everything else in the whole world was so much more important than doing these things!
I was a procrastinating manic.
Everything about working on these things felt HARD.?
It felt scary and like I didn’t know how to do it and like everything is hopeless anyway so why bother?
Oh my.? No wonder I had been avoiding this for so long!
When I just can’t seem to do something the way I’m trying to do it, instead of giving up I set my sights on finding the easiest possible way in.?
Instead of going full speed ahead, what if I just stick my teeny tiny baby toe in the door towards doing this?
Ahhh.? Relief. And room to breathe.
- Instead of diving head first into offering private sessions – I am offering a limited number of private sessions on my website.? This feels good.? A solid step, not an overwhelming leap.
- Instead of diving into creating and selling my guided journals and colouring books, I am making a mini version and giving it away – my Valentine’s gift to you.
For the private sessions, I spent a lot of time exploring how to offer this in a way that feels good and nurturing and inspiring and sustainable for me.
This is also why I added custom art to these sessions (during the session I’ll make you a treasure map that outlines your transformational process and next steps).? That is an idea I have been playing with for years and I’m really happy to be taking this step with it.
It seems important to add that it doesn’t matter why I felt overwhelmed at the thought of putting these sessions out there on a permanent basis.
I love doing this work and I don’t know why taking this particular step freaked out my inner critics.? It’s more important to focus on am I sure I want to do this? and how can I do this in a way that feels good?
I’m highly sensitive and highly introverted and kind of weird and I get overwhelmed sometimes. It just happens.? Over the years I have found that it makes more sense to figure out a way to NOT feel overwhelmed, than it does to explore the overwhelm and try to figure out WHY it’s there (which opens up a Pandora’s Box of stuckness).
(If you’re a Creative Dream Circle member you can use the Un-Sticking Station to do this – un-sticking the stuck helps you find the way through)
For the journals, it’s kind of like I was DROWNING in ideas about what I can do with them.
I am imagining this being a huge series of books (they’ll be available for sale on my website, and Creative Dream Circle members will get them free).
With this many ideas, it’s really hard to know where it start.
But I kept sitting quietly with the essence of what I want to create, and one day it just dawned on me that Valentine’s Day is coming up and I could make the first one?a “mini” version about self-love and give it away as Valentine’s gifts instead of selling it.
This idea came with a GIGANTIC wave of relief.? Giving things away is a lot easier than selling them and it’s an ideal way to bring a new creative project to life.
(Your free Valentine’s guided journal and colouring book will be out later in the week.)
Once I got started making the freebie journal and colouring book, I got clearer on what I want to do next with the journals, and even have the first full journal underway – it’s called YOU GOT THIS, a journal about transforming doubt.
I love how taking that teeny tiny step gets you into movement and creative flow.
And now I am DOING these two things that I had been just DREAMING about for so long.
Think of the thing(s) you’d love to do that you are putting off.? Are there any teeny tiny super easy baby steps you can take today?